two nights

then go America

I am looking for that

will miss mamy and family
but will be anew experience

snow cgrismas and everything
I wish if it is Chicago but it is ok

What is the secrets ?

What is  the secrets ?

That what we shame to tell others

Or what we thought and don't wana tell any !

Do I have secrets ?

I think only my think or feel ?

Accept others as they are , don't try to change them

I try to accept others as they are

But there is some people like  piosne affect on others thought badly

Looking for money only masure things by money money money

Suck !

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I love my aunt

I love my aunt
Ana solaf
Xoxo

I helped her to typ :p

she is only 33 months

I will post all my ىotes here that I wrote but save it

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A sky so beautifull

Maybe bad photo but a sky so beautifull
I like wenter , everything in wenter is beautifull awsome and amazing
Sky , rain , bed and everything

Waiting

Waiting

Got enough of my life
Waiting the end while I have nothing for my second life
But badly I wana leave with my health and proud
Don't wana see bad things in my life

May Allah forgive us

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Break

Didn't go to work

Everything. Is normal

Also I'm in my brother's house

Feel sleepy didn't wana go anywhere 

Wana develope my English more

Maybe go to USA but don't know when coz my brother asked me that

Not feel comfortable

また

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New day ... New week

New day ... New week

New day has come

Everything arround and inside is normal

So see ya soon

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Nite

Nite
Wana sleep with mom
Scared to lose someone close mom or one of my brothers
Even if I am not close to mom but I will be nothing after her even if
my brothers treat me as best as they could
Mom will be not around

My eyes not comfortable

Nite and sleep tight

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Scared

Really start scared for stop Reading stop getting knowledge
Even if I don't like my work I am scared for stop coming here
Today I brought a big cake for them feel this will be last time for me
to brig something for them
Even if I feel lil comfortable coz my brothers work hard for me
Countdown only 26 days to enjoy to read and to watch
My heart lil worry

May Allah help

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Konbichiwa

Konbichiwa

I got this greeting from someone"s diary

I told my mom half of my eyes story

Really I started be scared if something wrong , yah we should live our day

But can't stop think about it

Good night

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Very nice day

Very nice day

I like today coz I was free to tell my nieces who were my childhood friends what I don"t like about them and sure what I like

Also I met my friends long time no see

I met them in starbox as we were in collage days nothing chang talking like before friendly and funny 

I was so happy to met them :)

I was planing to use my pc tonight but feel sleepy even can"t rise my head

Inshallah tomorrow

رغم حاجتي لكل ثانية من عمر بطارية الموبايل لان وصلة الشاحن ضاعت امس

الا أني اردت ان اكتب عن جمال اليوم

شكرا لك بالله علا كل شي

おやそみ

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مسا جديد

مسا جديد

اليوم يوم جميل لاول مرة تأتي نوري مع مأمنها خلود

تحدثت اليوم كثيرا حتا عن امور مسكوت عنها

بدا البرد يشتد لكنه برد لطيف

جوع رغم وليمة نوري

ارسلت أوراقي اليوم لطبيب في اسبانيا

هناك احتمال ان اذهب لبرشلونة لزيارة طبيب

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Bedtime

Bedtime

Thanks god for everything you gavee
Thanks to be Muslim
Thanks to be healthy
Thanks to have family like I have
If there is something more than love I will give it to my brothers who
support me
And for my sister
I forget that fair and pain
Thank you Mohammed
Thank you Abdulla
Thank you everyonene
This what makes me smile and contnue living

Good night
Your words touch me

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Today

I will back to my home after three days in my brother home
Today I red lil from around the world in 200 days by Anis mansoor his
trip was in 1968
I red only about japan
Bye for now
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as last time

لا اعلم لما لم اعد استطع النوم اخر ليلتين
منذ علمت بالخبر امس مع انني جدا قليلة البكاء بشكل مرعب الا بمجرد الحديث عنه مع اخي او تخيليه بيني و بين نفسي دموعي احاول مقاومتها

قررت قراءه القر’ن و ختمه لاني شعرت ستكون اخر مرة ربما
بالامس حاولت ان اتهرب و مااطلع مع الصغار لجرير بس قلت ليش احرم نفسي اطلع و اشتري كتب كمان و يمكن اخر مرة !
اشتريت كتاب كهدية لاخوي مع اني متيقنه سبق وقرأه لانيس منصور حول العالم في 200 يوم
توجهه في القراءة ادارة كنت اتمنى اشتري له كتاب تويوتا بس امس ماخطر على بالي ابدا
و قلت نغير كل مرة اهديه كتاب اداري اخر مرة العادة الثامنه

اشتريت لنفسي كتب الذكاء لطارق السويدان
صناعة الذكاء
الابداع
مرن عضلات مخك
و كتاب من زمان ابي اشتريه و انسى مئة عام من العزلة

استغربت انه كتاب تويلايت نزل مترجم بس ماتحمست اشتريه فهمنا القصه من الفلم

مضطرة اطلع السلام يا روزنامة

worst day

اليوم قرر الطبيب لي عملية خطيرة جدا هو بنفسه يحذرني منها لكن تركها ضرر كبير و عملها ايضا ضرر

يالله شعور توكل خوف
تناقضات و افكار متضاربة في راسي

قررها سته ديسمبر قريبة جدا

جدا خائفة