Monday, June 15, 2009

These are two edition7
I bought the 2nd edition
And the 2nd gift accepted too

very nice

Very nice feeling the first gift has accepted with very nice words
I like this

new day has come

New feeling
Today I take care for my look wearing dif as usual
And prepare my hair to be taller than everyday
I bought three books ' Oxford Picture Dictionary ' two wana present as gift for om rami and om abdvlla

Sunday, June 14, 2009

can't

I can't read feel dying slomly
There is a strang blank point i see it in my vision
Before it were only small dark points but now there is more one , it is bigger

I just wana back reading
I don't want anything else
My dreams , how will come truth if I cant read

Wana be something for someone
Mana have a big library
Wana countneu my high education and be profesor in unevirsty to share the youth their thoughts and dreams
Wana support who needs that

i'm not upset now or feel weak at all
But wana read like before
That is it
Salam

Saturday, June 13, 2009

in Arabic

في العمل الان
هذه الايام مغتاضه من نفسي لان بدت فيني بوادر حمل مشاعر سيئه لاحداهن و التصريح بذلك
والله لا اكرهها و لا اريد كرهها او حمل اي مهاعر سيئه لكن طريقتها اسلوبها يجبرني لحمل هذه المشاعر وانا صريحه شخص لا يعجبني اقولها له بحسب وضعه او الموقف
على قدر ما اضبط نفسي على قدر ما افجر ما كنت اكبته
يا رب لا اريد حمل اي كره لها خصوصا انها خدومه
يا رب استغفرك على ما بدر لني تجاهها
بعيدا عن الموضوع اكتشفت اني جدا عنيده و اصر على تنفيذ ما اريده مع انه لا يفيد و لا يصر احدا
لكنه يعنيني

لي عوده وقت أخر

Friday, June 12, 2009

waiting

Waiting mom she is out
It is shame my English is poor dont know why
New week will begin tomorrow wish peacfull
Wondering will I travel this summer
After talking alot with my sis I feel confusing what is the secret from talking about what we feel specially bad feeling about others it is bad , it is like gossipping
Women eeh hate to be like that
Salam

wondering

I posted a post two noghts ago but wondering where is it ?
in that post I thank someone sent me an email
and I also talked alot in that post
I was sure it take it's way to publis

this is not ok this time

feel boring

again thanks my friend
I never cryed about this just once in last october
should be normal and strong coz weak times maybe come and in that time maybe I'll crt and maybe not

in lats lost post I talked about my dream and to be an auther write stories and artical but in my own way
wana be like Ali Altantawi
I only published one story in 2006 in a newspaper
and have alot of idead to write but when I hold the pen everything disapper

later jane

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

From My PC £2

days ago I watched some of movies
If Only .. someone asked me to watch it two years ago .. but I just watch it .. not bad maybe co they told me the story before so I know the end
P.S. I love you .. I like this movie
a frinch movie about a girl her name is Ameli I like the way for acting amazing very simple and unequ
Hannah Montana Movie .. it is for teenager but I like the last song so amazing
bedtimes story .. I like it very very simple and lovely I like this actor Adam his movies special

21 for Jack Black very interisting story and smart .
Angels and Demonds even if I like Tom Hanks but sorry I couldn't complete the movie maybe coz it is not clear seems like someone taks it from cinama screen not clear

and other movies I watch

but for me the best movie ever :
sweet november
You've got mail
ever after a cindrella story


when I was looking for sweet novembers in youtube I found some songs
I like so much this song - It's not goodbye by Laura Pausini
also there is other songs like losing without you

Good night
feel better after writing

Thursday, June 4, 2009

why

What can I say, so hard to live while yov cant live normal
Meaningless alot of things alot of speach and words tell us to contneu living and be optomistic
Ya Allah my vision got worse more and more
Bye