Still waiting the end of my story
Coz there is no more chapters long time !

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تجدني متشتتة في أفكاري و إمكانياتي

بينما ما أريد فعله .. و ما يؤيدونني أن أكون عليه

حتى الأفكار باتت لا تراوح ما تطؤه قدماي

فما عدت صاحبة الذاكرة الثرية التي لا تنسى

أصبحت من أصغر المصابين بأعراض الزهايمر

حُرمت القراءة لظروف خارجة عن توازني أصبحت تعيسة جداً لأني ما عدت تلك القارءة النهمة

اكتفي بشراء الكتب و كلي أمل أن عارضي سيزول

ماعدا قادرة على الكتابة كسابق عهدي

فمدوناتي غطتها شباك العنكبوت

لا تتفجر الكتابة الا برفعي يدي بين يدي الله 'الله أكبر' !

فتبني قلاع من خيال و أضيفت مقالات. و خطب

لكن عند ما تحيط أصابعي بالقلم تولي جيوش كلماتي معلنة الانسحاب بمخلفة ساحة  عطشى .

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Salam

Waiting in check room for preparing to hospitalizing
Tomorrow my operation
Sara will come next two hours , will stay with me

So faithfull and hopefully , trusting Allah .
So hungry only drink milk today then left before lunch .

Salam

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Dear

Salam

Today special day I met my school friends three only , omg I feel something inside me , coz everday school's days come back to me , that faces and names and how I was moody and sometimes try to control my friend or showing and so on

Two of these friends I met last year one of them in wedding and the other in my sister's  house .

But last one ohhhh

ذكرتني بالعالم المنسي من منطقتي عالم لا اعلم عنه الا احاديث يذكرها بعض من من حولي

لكن سنوات لم أقابل أحدا منهم

عشرات الاسماء و الوجه

يالله !

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Salam

Salam

In My bed , I mías alot of My things , writing , reading , blogging , chatting with My friendster it has been so long time , even  talking in the phone .

I mías myself and My intellegence

Miss My 1998-2005 i could say one of My beautifull l'idea for My Mindanao

For My exploring mauve 2007 

I am fine

Nothing to' say

Love all

A

‏من جهاز الـ iPhone الخاص بي

In 16 th May I'll have a eye's oporation
Still believe in Alla everything will be fine

Got sick
But still faithfull

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Turkey trip

Salam 

It has been so long time

Wana post  about the trip

We flight Tus 12 April 28 -5 1431 at 1 pm

There was a very gentelman waiting for us and stay with us all the days till yesterday when we left Turky back home  , his name Yassen . 

Nothing happen in first day just driving and see how is it wonderfully city is Istanbul

We stayed at hotel descovering the out door of the hotel and taking photoes ' swissotel'

By my iPhone I got more than 800 photoes and videos

And more than 8 GB photoes and videos by my camera

Bye for now

A  

These photoes from first day .

From the car

From the jet 

First Coffee 

The bridge view from the  balcony

From the hotel lobby

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Hi

It has been so long

I'm still alive
My eyes are good

Tonight couldnt sleep
It has been more two hours in my bed and couldnt sleep

Thinking , imagining and try everything to sleep
Try reading and listening to sorat albaqarah

Salam

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Feel sorry

I just got bad news about Karina
My American friend , she got cancer suddnly .
Really this life so scary alot of peoples got cancer , died I'm scare
about these things

Good night
Now 3 am

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Sicko tired

So tired
Have nightmare
Wana rest
Is losing memories will help

I hate everything arround
So hard to be like
Couldnt talk
Couldnt explain how you feel
Really U got sick

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Saturday

In my brother's home

We just arrived last thursday

Wana be with mom , my sis and lolo
But mom sent me here to chick my eyes

Still have jetlag

But it's ok
I waked up 12 am
Yesterday i waked up Fro me nap 4 am then back to bed about 9

But everything is ok
Nothing makes worry

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