Monday, August 17, 2009

1:07 am

Tonight so tired and miss my bed
I went to the clinick and I have another apointment tomorrow , the doctor will show me something and see which better for me

I bought a new watch from valantino whill I dont like this Val. But the girls chose it for me


So tired
Cant read very well right now

See ya tomorrow

Sunday, August 16, 2009

hi

Salam
Nothing new sleepy

There is a song I like it by Black eyed ' I gotta feel it that tonight gong be a good night '
Dancy song , I am not that good with songs but in every summer there is a song
Last year coz all the day the kids watching Disney , so Hannah Montana's song
Also prisoner of love btw times last summer
Two years ago am arabic song by nabeel shoaeel and bader bin Abdulmuhsen " shmsawy" I dont know how writen
Also Akon famous song I dont know what is the titel but I remember the word shadow , I remember that days I was asking about the song when I hear it in any store
But forgot it :p

Good night

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Morning

What do I have tonight
Dont know feel sleepy
I just finished watching French movie " the scince of sleeping " i like it even if didnt get the end
And also i watched Angels and demons after months
Coz when I download it I wante to read the novel b4 watch it coz nvvels better than the movie I will push myself to read it b4 Ramadan , hope I can read

Poor diary , sorry
I will miss my elder brother he will go tomorrow early

This month his son will go washinghton to study
And my sister's elder son will go to Canada studying too , his sis will come next month after finishing study .
Everyone completed study except me , while I keep dreaming complete study but my vision
Wana badly complete studying coz I like learning it is proof that I am alive .

Friday, August 14, 2009

salam

I dont know what is wrong with me sleeping very early even if there is too much noisy like today and yesterday I slept while the girls were talking and laughing and I didnt ask them to be quite also today .
Feel so sorry for my brother he couldnt go to his home and our farm coz the people want him , he cant enjoy his simple life so this year like last year he will spend Ramadan out Riyadh , last year we were with him few days , but this year we couldnt so inshalla we will meet in Almadynah .

Nora Saleh back home two weeks ago her mom will remember her mom who passed away 6 months ago
First time for her to see the house without her mom

Good night
I dont know what I talk about feel sleepy coz I just wake up
Pray everynight to be my vision healthy and keep it not lose
Xa Rab !

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

last photo

أخر صوره التقطتها بجهازي امس
فتحت ثلاجتي فحسيت ان في شيء خطأ بيره ست اللي يشوفها بيحس اني مش و لابد
خاصه ان البيره معاها حليب و لبن ، أنا من الناس اللي ما أتحمل و لا أحب المشروبات الغازيه ما أذكر أبدا اني اشتهيتها أو شربتها و ان شربت فأقل من الربع
لكن البيره أحبها مع ان طعمها غبي شوي بس احب ليمون - فراوله - توت
مع اني صحيه جدا اقدر الحليب الفرش و اللبن فلما اطلع من السوبر ماركت احس كأني جده بس حليب و لبن وان حصل تروبيكانا برتقال او بيره :$

ما ادري اش مناسبه هالموضوع كان في بالي اتكلم عن التصوير و الاجهزه
قبل يومين حصلت مدونه بنت يابانيه مع اني ما فهمت شيء الا ان مدوناتهم تعجبني مبهجه و كلها صور شخصيه فنستمتع بالصور بس يقدرون التصوير الشخصي تصويرهم مو احترافي بس توثيقي للحظه خاصه فيهم

الاستاذ احمد الشقيري له حلقه عن اليابان في برنامجه خواطر 5

مو كله تعلق فيم بس زمان ابي اتعلم لغتهم كتحدي شخصي بيني و بين نفسي لان جربت قبل كم لغه ما استمتعت مثل ما استمتعت باليابانيه و طبعا الانجليزيه
احب اقرا عن تاريخ اللغاب خصوصا تاريخ اللغه الانجليزي ممتع جدا باحاول اقراه مره ثانيه باقرب فرصه

1‎ hour ago my brother's maid got news that her mom has left this world
And it has been long time she didn't see her mom coz her husband
Feel so sorry for her she is so kind and smily she is so so funny . She wana go with us to almadynah in Ramadan .
May Alla forgive her mom

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

باك هوم

رجعنا السبت 8 اوغست
الشبكه سيئه فما كبت اقدر ادون
اوقات كثيرة احتجت اني اكتب
والله لست معترضه ظلى قضاء الله لكن الفتره الاخيره تراودني فكره ايذاء النفس خصوصا جرح شراين الساق مده طويله جدا و هالفكرة تلح علي بقوه
عندي احساس اذا فعلتها سأرتاح جدا
دائما احاول تخيل الحياه بدون نظاره هناك كنت استبدل النظارات الشمسيه بدلا عنها واجد صعوبه و تحوف من ماهو امامي فكنت اطلب ان تكون اي فتاة قربي
المهم اني ما زلت ارى السماء تعطيني دافع قوي للتفاؤل

مازلت استمتع بالاشيائ البسيطه
قبل شهر اشتريت عجلات تزلج مع ان بيتنا ما يشجع ما اقدر اكمل دوره كامله حوله مع اني بدأت اتحسن في استخدامها الا اني ما زلت لا استطيع الانطلاق بقوة
اليوم كنت اخطط للعب كره السله لكن لا وقت
اتمنى يأتي اليوم الذي العب كره السله بالزلاجات
من مده طويله جدا لم اسهر لهذا الوقت اكره السهر جدا جدا

للحديث بقيه
اتمنى ان الشبكه تظل جيده و لا تتعثر كما حدث اليوم

Saturday, August 1, 2009

today

Seriously I was thinking to leaving working .
Those who cant speak or listen yah they are poor but they contneu living and work if I cant read how can they work yah thanks to Allah millions times for everything but really it is too hard
Try to stop thinking but cant
Allah is the only one who know everything

Nite