wondering

I posted a post two noghts ago but wondering where is it ?
in that post I thank someone sent me an email
and I also talked alot in that post
I was sure it take it's way to publis

this is not ok this time

feel boring

again thanks my friend
I never cryed about this just once in last october
should be normal and strong coz weak times maybe come and in that time maybe I'll crt and maybe not

in lats lost post I talked about my dream and to be an auther write stories and artical but in my own way
wana be like Ali Altantawi
I only published one story in 2006 in a newspaper
and have alot of idead to write but when I hold the pen everything disapper

later jane